Forgive Me Allah

Forgive Me Allah Here I am.. This is me, Just a weak, really weak Human being, In front of you my beloved, I am here, With a heart bleeding, with tears dropping, With a body shivering, with pain exploding, Asking you for forgiveness and mercy, Oh Allah, Sometimes my life may be corrupted and rough, Sometimes my tests and journeys get so tough, But for the sake of you, It will never be enough! What have I done to come closer to you Allah? All what I have done is worth nothing! And when I give up just a small thing for your sake, You give me something better in its place! But, what can I do? In front of you, oh Allah, Shouldn’t I have shame? Shouldn’t I keep putting on myself blame? I look at all the things you gave me, And it’s sad to say, That sometimes a day Might pass, Without remembering, To even Say, Alhamdulillah! And if I want to name all what you gave me I know that, Surely, It will take me years and years To go through them all, That is if I remember them all; and maybe… Just maybe There are other things I still don’t know about…! Oh Allah, This is only one thing I might forget to do And I ask you to always guide me upon what is true For your love would always be what I want to pursue To you alone I pray and cry and To please you I really humbly try And you I obey, worship and abide And you are the one who will always be on my side… And today I will strive to be a better Muslim than yesterday Only you know my destiny And what’s the best in me So lead me to the right way And don’t let me take the wrong way and sway I am your slave And I ask you to always keep me strong and brave In this world full of harsh waves -Eba Harara